The Sheer Terror Of Hearing From My Father

The panic if I see his name pop up on my phone

A father and young child walking on the beach as the sun sets.
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Let me start by saying that my father has never given me any reason to fear him or to panic if I see he is ringing me but nevertheless that is how I feel and I have tried to get past this in every imaginable way but the last few years I have finally had to accept that this is how it is meant to be.

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Top Writer in Poetry. I’m a Finance Manager with a love of both numbers and words.

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Colleen Millsteed

Colleen Millsteed

Top Writer in Poetry. I’m a Finance Manager with a love of both numbers and words.

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