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The Hardest Lesson To Learn

Taught by one so tiny yet so wise

Colleen Millsteed
3 min readMar 5, 2023
A gorgeous blue butterfly sitting on a window ledge.
Image courtesy of Pixabay

I turn the television volume down, sure I had heard a voice speaking from down the hallway. I listen intently and swear I can hear my three year old talking in her bedroom. Is she talking in her sleep?

I climb from my chair and slowly tiptoe down the hallway, until I’m standing outside Celia’s bedroom door, which is partially open.

I hear Celia speak, “Billy, why is my Mummy so sad all the time. She thinks I don’t see the tears that fall down her face.”

My hand flies up to cover my mouth in shock. I thought I had been hiding my pain and heartache from my little girl. When has she seen me cry? I only allow the tears to fall when I’m certain Celia is fast asleep.

As I stand there asking myself these questions, I hear an unexpected response in a deep gravelly voice.

“Your Mummy lost her Daddy last week. Do you remember Mummy telling you that Grandpa has gone to forever sleep?”

I await Celia’s response.

“Yes Grandpa won’t be coming to see me anymore. Mummy told me he is sleeping and he won’t wake up. I miss my Grandpa,” she says.

“That’s right. Your Mummy misses him too and sometimes that makes her terribly sad. But you and Mummy can help…

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Colleen Millsteed
Colleen Millsteed

Written by Colleen Millsteed

Top Writer in Poetry. I’m a Finance Manager with a love of both numbers and words.

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