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The Day My Heart Should Be Rejoicing

Too much, too late

Colleen Millsteed
6 min readNov 12, 2022
A brown wodden box, with a silver heart on the front.
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Life has a funny way of taking an unexpected right turn, where you’re heading in one direction day after day, then suddenly something flips and within seconds you’re heading in a totally different direction. One unimagined!

This happened to me today and I’m still speechless — unable to comprehend it all yet.

How is it possible?

Something I’ve dreamed about for so long, had given up on years ago, then out of the blue, wham — here’s your dream come true. Enjoy!

How unpredictable life really is, sometimes in such a wonderful way, sometimes in a devastating way.

Let me explain. Let me satisfy your curiosity.

It all started thirty five years ago, when I was just a young girl. Typical story — girl meets boy, falls in love — but in this instance the love wasn’t returned.

No, I watched from afar as he met his great love, wooed her and made plans for their forever.

It was heart crushing, let me tell you.

I watched from the sidelines for about ten years, until it got too tough, and I slowly disappeared from his life. I had to protect my bruised, broken, raw bloody heart.

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Colleen Millsteed
Colleen Millsteed

Written by Colleen Millsteed

Top Writer in Poetry. I’m a Finance Manager with a love of both numbers and words.

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