Member-only story
I Am Worthy
I am deserving
I smile at the look of confusion on a friend’s face,
A friend that has always refused to take no for an answer,
So much so, that I used to feel pressured,
And say yes to all she asked — it wasn’t worth the trauma.
But today I gave a resounding NO,
And she stood there speechless; in utter shock,
Obviously disbelieving what she heard,
She repeated her demand for my consideration.
I just smiled!
A little giggle escapes my lips as I respond to an late invite,
An invite that treated me as an after thought,
Normally I’d grit my teeth and keep the peace,
Accepting the invite even though I felt devalued.
But today I text back, “Thank you, but no thank you,”
And felt an immeasurable sense of pride,
I finally stood my ground and felt my worth,
Even if they didn’t understand — leaving them perplexed.
I just giggled!
My phone rang. A beloved family member was calling,
I answered the phone in delight,
Only to be berated for my silence,
I found myself…
